RARR - 9:37 PM
my parents have recently asked me to think of which universities i wanna study in and give them a list of it. so of course this would include what i WISH to study. so i was just telling them oh i'm quite interested in things like pharmacology, optometry, physio etc etc. ahh but den they tell me, "oh, this course is 4yrs." or "this course is for the locals there" or "this course won't get you very far". and it really pisses me of with the fact that they continually stress the fact that i should study what i like and have interest in and not what they want me to study. woah, so much for saying that. and thats not the end. so they pick up the university prospectus lying at home and they go "oh, this uni's MEDICINE course has to be done outside of blah blah blah" or "this uni's MEDICINE course blah blah blah" oh i think they have already predictated what i'd be interested in studying nxt time. if in this case u shldn't even ask me what i wanna study coz watever i say would be shot down by ur. like THANX.
this is not the first time this has happened and all the other times i've just kept quiet. like my dad told me one fine morning on the way to school. "hey, u shld really consider 2 options onli. 1)study at a prestigious uni in China. 2)study medcine." and den there are other times when he'd go "why not go to Brunei and study Medicine?"
its not onli universities that this kind of situation arises. i want to drop my chem S. but oh no MY decision doesn't seem to matter in whether I should take S papers. "why not discuss with ur sister?" "oh u always do things and give up halfway" in the first place i wasn't the one that wanted to take S papers. looking at things now i don't think i'd get to drop it. and den there was the time when i wanted to take PCME but i was forced to take triple science. i wonder when would i get a chance to start making my own decisions.
HAIZ. well mbbe its all meant for my own good. but how would you feel like if u have no say in ur own life?